My Dying love ~
Thursday, March 31, 2011 @ 7:05 AM
I know i am not suppose to do this but seriously .. My heart still miss him so much ... when he already told me to move on and forget him ...
Why? Nande?
Even though i know my hope and memories of him are fading but yet i am holding on to it so dearly ... Not because he left me but he meant so much to me ... After all this and that , the fight , after the fight before and all , he was already something to me but i guess i suck at expressing myself .... neither did i notice that ... he was the one that make me stay strong because of him being there as long as he is there , i am strong and special for he is there for me ....
I came to realise why it's so hard to move on it;s because he was there ...
I was asking myself why i can take on my family nonsense and all after the past months and it was because of him... i don;t know why i keep having dreams of him and all ... And after my non stop dreams it came to me why and the reasons came in.
I was hoping that my dream will come true .. but my hopes on my lips are fading ...
Till i watch the movie and seeing my fren who actually had a fight with his gf and they were in an uneasy mode then yesterday they got together again after settling it and i feel happy for them cause they manage to get over it and get on with one another even though they were in different countries and all they are still holding strong ...
Some how i felt like if this could have happen ... some how miracle happen ...
but how can that be he doesn't love me anymore ... but here i am holding and believing my love for him ... How stupid can i be ?
I wrote a song and seem lame but really how i felt ... i just hope i can play a guitar and compose ... Hmmm.... Where are u my love? TT^TT
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Sucker Punch
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 @ 4:07 AM
Today went to see Sucker Punch !
Man it was a confusing movie with good special effect . The story is confusing but the moral of the story seems to be saying that no matter what in life there is always int he battle field , u have to fight for your freedom and the only that can do that is yourself .
Likes :
The fashion , it's nice and pretty stylish .
The effects and transition , is insane love the part when the Sucker Punch word comes out on the window .
Dislikes:
The story the character in her mind seem to be in success with no problem and the way the fight is cannot believe ... =.= Really cannot believe seriously .... It's like they are in a game or something ...
The image they make the girls like they are like tools , even though they keep fighting for thier dreams but the image and thought that came in is like they are tools which is not good ...
But overall ...hmm ... i would say i felt like i have been hypothesis by the movie , to fight for my freedom fight for what i believe . At the same time my mind seem to go crazy ... but yea ... I have to stand on my feet to fight for what i believe in !
Bless me god and give me ur strength and so does buddha and all that i believe in !
And it came to me ... should i find him and make things right for him ? I have no idea but if god and all give me a chance and show me that he is the one , i will fight and be with him . But if we aren't meant for one another then i will fight for my dreams.
Give me ur blessing gods , i shall fight for my dream and take on the challenge i shall stop running away but face the challenges . That is who i am , A fighter , a dreamer , an artist !
~ Nat Nat ~
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Decisions making ....
Sunday, March 27, 2011 @ 10:13 PM
Okay , shall think where to go tomorrow ~~Hmmm~~
I can't wait to watch Sucker Punch tomorrow ~ =3
I kind of feel bad that he have to pay for me for tomorrow ><
Sorry >< i ran out of cash XP But hope u enjoy my accompany with you =3
Okay and i have been thinking to sell Clay decoration on clips as a book mark, the 12 horoscopes and the 12 zodiac ~ =)
I shall make them since i am so broke now ... ><
After listening to E.T - Katy Perry , Friday - Rebecca Black , Dancing Crazy - Miranda Cosgrove and all of Tata Young songs ~
Love all the songs help me lift my mood ~~ XD
Having bad days during the weekends ... Got scolded like crap by my mum and getting threaten by her as well ... Man my sis must be over joy to get 50 per month from me ...
I wonder why am i in this family even though i have things that somewhat i enjoy ... and end up paying things that can be done in the future ... i ain't working how am i suppose to get so much money ....
Sigh ...
Every family have its own problem that's where that sentence comes in ....>E<
Shall enjoy my monday blues and emoing in the afternoon ~
Shall read FT then ~
I wish i have a money tree who can listen to me complaining non stop, be there and drop money when i need to do something ....
God Bless me ~
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My Adventure around SG 1 ~
Wednesday, March 23, 2011 @ 7:43 AM
HAsta La Vista Baby ~ Wait ... It's wrong word ... , Aloha ~! XD
Okay , my adventure today !
My first stop is !!!! *Drum Rolls ~ XD*
MARINA BAY ~~ XD
BARRAGE ...
I took the shuttle bus hoping it will pass Marina Sands , and in the end went to Marina Barrage
Okay and on the way there i took pictures of the surroundings as well ~
Can you see how many Kites are there in the trees?
Have fun finding them all out XD
And now to the entrance of the MArina Barrage ~
The fountain ~~
Flying kites at the deck XDI call it Batman and Robin
Okay now the inside of it ~ Shall reveal my sketch for the day XD
Love the clouds ~~ Whee~~And my sketch for it ~ XD
EPIC FAIL .... I know but i shall touch on it after sitting there for 2 hrs ... TT^TTShall touch alot more ...
Update continue tomorrow ~~ XD
STay tune =)
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Okay the continuation part ~~
After i draw and coloured it , i went to Toa Payoh to visit my juniors XD
Hehe XD Miss them lots....
Took picture of them and the school ~~ <3
The school changed so much .. Suddenly there is the 5 olympic rings on it O.o and the workers changing the flooring . They repaint the wall at the gallery steps ... no more atkatsuki clouds and doodling .... much more decent design And yes saboing time ~~
Kekeke~
Saboing Kyuu after she play netball she is sweating like a fountain ~ XD
Okay and the Cohort of juniors playing netball , Surprisingly some of the juniors remember me =O I thought the juniors all forgotten me alr lol XDHaha but the people who call me were the ones who remembered the PLs XD hahaa XD
But thank you anyway ~~ XD
I didn't know these ^^^^ were all the seniors of the cohort while the juniors are somewhere else.... >W<And while they were playing games, the PLs and Kyuu were playing some games in front of me and i decided to sketch them quickly
Quite messy but yea got a sketch of them XD Yay XDhaha oaky then i waited for kyuu around 7.30 pm .. =.=
And took a pic of the chapel and ice cream sky ~
If it is seen by the eyes it's much more beautiful ~
The dim sky and the chapel glowing from the outside of the glass ~ nice XD
Then the Ice Cream Sky ~
Beautiful isn't it ? =)I hope it;s not a warning that the earth is going to die ... =.=
But yea , i had fun today ~ =)
Hope to find Strawberry soon ~ >W<
That 's all for today =)
Wheee~~ Shall continue next week my adventure XD
~Nat Nat~
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MY Discovery ~~
Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 7:05 AM
Haha ! Okay time to share my adventure yesterday and today XDAll right yesterday was quite random , my sis and i were suppose to go to Raffles Hospital to see doctor , my previous medicine was not working on me and my sis ear infection is still there.
Then after that we went on to our Aunt working place at Bali Lane and along with Haji Lane.
And we had lunch at this Western Restaurant , it has painting all over the wall at the side , colourful and random tables and chairs. Looking from the outside to the inside it's dark , for a moment i thought i was in a pub , but actually its a restaurant that give a New York American feel.
Cool right the design? XD The Chairs and tables are all different if you notice XD
The price for the lunch set is really worth XD
Now let me introduce you ~~~
The MENU!
Cool names eh? XDBlack Venom , God Father , Grasshopper and Pink Panther XD
And now to show you the food ~~ XD
The lunch Set for the day ~
-Soup of the day
-Sterloin Steak with Fries
-Dessert
-Tea/Coffee
The soup of the day~Vegetable soup ~
with Garlic Bread~
STERLOIN STEAKS>>??!?!?! WT....????!?!?! What's this?? 
Well , yea I got cheated not just me but my sis and aunt , we saw "Sterloin Steak with Fries" on the board but this is Dory Fish Grilled with Mayo sauce .... But nevermind we tried the food and happy to say it taste awesome ~~!!! XD
Love it much ~
Rating for it will be 7.5/10
Why?
It has this nice chewy and real goodness of potato taste in the wedges , and the fish is nicely grilled not too dry or hard with this not mayo sauce more like their very own make sauce and below it with some red pepper and vegetables . Pretty much tasty meal xD
But i add chilli cause the sauce isn't that strong to me but yea worth have the western taste and one of the best western food i ever eat . XP
Next the Dessert ~
Brownie ~!! With white and chocolate chips XDMy favourite XD haha
And yes it's a YES to try for that restaurant XD
And the lunch Set is $12 dollars ~
Haha , so there is me , my sis and my aunt so the total amount is suppose to be
$36 dollar plus GST and all
Guess what? XD
We only pay $34 ++ haha XD
Quite surprising, usually for western food for me and my sis we would spend quite alot like $40? XD
So yes this restaurant is a MUST TRY XD
I shall go back there again when i have enough money XD
What restaurant is this ?
It's ~~~
Oh lay ~Blu Jay Cafe~ XD SG~ <3
Okay shall advertise for my aunt ~~ XD
If you are interested to book a flight for holidays but not sure where to book?
Go to this place :
Okay maybe too dark ....how about this one
Check it out with Travel Alliances !
http://www.travelagencyworld.com.sg/travel-agencies/travel-alliances-pte-ltd/
Okay then today ~~~
Only when out to buy Clips that i thought can be use for my clay as bookmark or hair clip , but i didn't read the packaging saying "Hanging Clip" , but still i bought it XD
Can;t wait to decorate it XD
And borrow 6 books form the National Library
Out of the 5 is to improve my traditional skills drawing and 1 is for baking cookies , forgot to mention i bought a 12 cm wide Tart holder and a small size cake holder so i can bake cake and tart XD
Hope the books can help me to improve my skills XD
Shall go Bugis again to stock up >3
Sketch books and new art stuff to play and test out >DD
Haha okay can't wait for tomorrow's adventure !!
Go around SG Tour ~~!! XD
Hahaha First Stop ~~~
Nah not going to say here ;D XD
That's all folks XD
haha see ya ~~ XD
~ Nat-Nat ~
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TOday Adventure and Whimpy Kids diary!
Friday, March 18, 2011 @ 9:15 AM
Okay , today we went to watch Dairy of a Whimpy Kid , Roderick's Rules !Okay it was really ridiculous at first till , later one it becomes lame and funny . Kind of whacky but at the same time cheezy~
I pity the Craig (I have no idea how to spell the name ) , Main character , and his brother elder brother , Roderick lol keep bullying him non stop and his friend keep getting himself injuried pretty easily ...
Overall i would say is really funny XD
but yea the story is really easy but that's why it;s more for kids then for us teens - adult XP
But yea.. Have a good ending . At least the characters problem is solve in the end =)
Thanks for going with me Cure-san , Nick -san and my sis XD haha
Haha but if you really want something retard , primary or secondary school life movie , this is the movie for you , but yes it's cheezy but worth the shot =)
Weekdays is $6.50 in GV , but for weekend i have no idea ^^''
Tomorrow shall watch I am number 4 with my family =) Can;t wait XD ~~
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Hmm don't know why i feel like expressing myself here .... okay i shall then ~
My fren introduce this song to me and i felt like tearing after hearing this cause i really felt like what the song is saying seem to tell me how i feel now ... but what can i do?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGknIr7Zxas
You will never be - Julia Sheer
Sang by Julia a youtube singer , she wrote the lyrics herself =)
And to that someone , hey if you are reading this , seriously don't get offended cause it;s not dedicate to you and this is where i can express myself . =)
Julia wrote a nice song , I shall keep it . Thanks my fren XD
~Nat Nat ~
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IT FAIR .... PANCAKE Horror...
Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 12:28 AM
Okay , on saturday , i went to IT Fair and the number of people there was horrid ...
It's super cramp already and the people there just pushing their way by shove in their bag first then themselves ... I know u want to go in and see but we are people as well u don't shove in ur bag and then yourself this ain't the method to just get in and also hit people ... =.=
After no i should say before i even got in , seeing the number of crowds there i think i already had enough .... Going in and getting squeeze like pancake ... Man , this day really is awesome....
Then after getting out from the crowd ... Went to Body Shop which is on SALES and bought a few product ,
Shall introduce ~
The Blue Corn
Okay , what does this do?Okay basically , this is a 3 in 1 Facial and cleansing for black heads and pores
First of all, u dampen your face then apply a thin layer of the cream and leave it there till u can feel it harden on to your skin then u damp your fingers and rub , this allows it to cleanse the the pores and give you a refreshing feel after u wash it off . You can see the difference , your face will be brighter and feel fresh =)
Where to get it ?
At Body Shop , they usually sell at $29.90 but when i went there for their sales , it was $15 i think , i cant remember .
IF YOU HAVE ALLERGY WITH BLUE CORN OR OTHER CHEMICAL IN THE PRODUCT PLEASE DO NOT USE IT !
Okay next up will be this !
The HONEY SHAMPOO~!
This Shampoo works for people who have frizzy hair , dry hair and those who have dyed hair , this helps to replenish the hair giving it enough strength to have non frizzy and maintain it . Yes it will have a strong honey smell, i tried using it and it work for me, my hair improved and not as puffy as last time . Where to get?
Body Shop they sell it around 16.90 -20 plus
And again~
IF YOU ARE ALLERGY TO HONEY OR ANY CHEMICAL STATE IN THE PRODUCT PLEASE DO NOT USE IT!
More information at:
http://www.thebodyshop.com.sg/en/index.aspx
Okay that's all for now =D
Man i forgot to buy my hard disk =3=
Hmm... where shall i buy that ... hur hur ...
~NAt NAt ~
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Chalet with Grp 4 and the others ~ XD
Thursday, March 10, 2011 @ 10:22 PM
HELLO I AM BACK!!! =DDHaha actually i was back yesterday haha xD
But too tired to post ...
So ta-da i am here to post the chalet ~~ ah yea ~~
Okay let's start with preparation for the Chalet on 9 MArch ~
At kyuu's house ~~ Preparing the food for the chalet ~
The Terriyaki fish !!! XDThe Salad~~ With lettuce , apple , honey dew , carrot , cucumber ~
The marinated Chicken Wings , 70 of them ~
The mashed Potato with diced potato pieces , egg and mayo =D
After all the hard work at Kyuu's house we have break XD haha
Kyuu eating her Wan ton Noodles ~~
And here we have Andrew ! Don't be deceive by his appearance he is a guy !! *wink wink* XD
And Yesterday in the afternoon waiting for everyone at Bishan MRT Station ~ For lunch
Germy and Xia Wen ... I keep getting Jia xin and Xia wen mix up ... =.=ll
Hoho ignoring the camera ...
Minjoot playing Cooking Mama going insane >3
My SHOES is too big ! XD
After everyone have arrived , Germy, Xie Wen and me have to go kyuu house to save her as there is TOO much to carry so Girls to the rescue ~~ XDAnd we took a taxi to Aloha Loyang Changi and the taxi driver wasnt helping he keep stepping the gas hard and soft that Xie wen and i almost puke but we had headaches... And charge us from Bishan to Toa payoh and Changi at 25 plus not bad i would say...
And we were first to arrive at Changi , None of us had lunch so we wanted to order mac , but after hearing 1 hour later we all cancel the order and went to get Subway , Thanks Germy and Xie Wen XD
While me and kyuu wait for the others and watch our stuff on the bench as drizzles fall from the sky ....
About 45 mins later we meet Grace , Naddao and Irfan
Ta-Da GRace~
Playing all kind of old time songs ~ That's when i found the song : If we ever meet again ~
It's awesome but remind me of something but yea...
Here is Germy and Xie Wen after coming back from the place with no umbrella Sexy hair style XD
My subway club 1 foot long and lots of Sweet and onion sauce~~ btu if u look closely behind her the workers in red uniform on her left is playing a blue clip going around his ears lol...
Lynnie hahah yes this is my 3rd attempt to take pic and u didn;t move (Y) kekek ~
After we went to our chalet to explore the place , it's nice but it hae a smell and the floor is dirty and have sand on the floor a little .... So yea while exploring we found 2 kittens the one that kyuu is holding now (Below,the snow and brown fur kitty) the other one hid in the drain when we found this cat after opening the door which we thought it was a store room....
the other cat keep playing hide and seek in the drain , it was frighten when it was caught it keep shaking non stop and being chase by 3 grown man haha XD
This cat is very piggy like .... Haha , Keep eating non stop , Meowing non stop omg feel like putting masking tape haha XD but yea , we bath it and it's clean .... that poor cat outside the cold rain ...
The cook Hotdogs in smash pieces for the cats to eat ~~ XDCook by me and Xie Wen XD
Joshua and Sherm playing Guitar Hero ~~
Here is the 2nd cat that run like nuts and was super afraid , but it's much more beautiful and have a nicer fur feel then the first cat XD
Kawaii ne~? <3>She is beautiful but when we bring it to a room , it began to hide and run only that room i wonder why....
Monopoly Deal card ~! 7 ppl play and Kyuu won! Haha those cats are her lucky charm XD
The room next to the living room~~ XD The link way~
Sleeping neko ~~
First in crounching position then relax and now so comfortable relax totally ~~
Nyaaaa~~~<3 The sea ~~ After exist , just outside the door ta-da the sea ~~ <3>Super cooling i tell ya ~~ XD
Our Fire pit BBQ area~~
Another cat sleeping~~
The cat relax sleeping post ~ Put his hind leg infron the the paw in the middle ... lol
Fizal's !!! Cooking skill MAGGIE MEE!!!He cook 2 rounds for everyone ... nice guy even tho he like to tease ppla lot xD haha
Lynnie treasure him well man XD hahaha next time he can cook for u XD
His cooking skill isn;t bad the noodles are nice XD haha love the tom yam one XD haha
Our bbq pit set ready !!! hahaI throw 1 stick on it to test if it is ready haha but after awhile...
"FOGET IT DUMPD THE WHOLE THING IN 8DDDDD"
Sotong balls ~
Man did u see the small white house behind grace? I tell u when the night falls , it disappear , u cannot see it anymore ....
And at night ~~ Still BBQing ... Chicken Wings suppose to be 70 but after chopping it to drumplets and wings it's 140 ....
Raspberry 7-up ~
And it's 8 pm plus and we are STILL COOKING....
And otah , hotdogs , seaweed chicken , and CHicken wings.... haha love the otah damn shiok XD
Haha around 9 pm , me and minjoot decided to leave and goodbye to all who invite us , we had fun XDBut yea it was a fun time Thank you all =D
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Okay time for some thinking post .... now .... =D
Hmmm while i was bbqing .... some of my frens ask me about my relationship ... pretty open but lol ^^''
Thanks guys for concerning for me but yea ... I still can't forgive him ... coz i don;t understand why , what is he hiding and what went wrong . There are lots of loopholes as well
And i really hope he is not a playboy as well .... =.=ll
hope not ... but yea ...
I really hope he can explain to me ... not leaving me hanging like this ...
And thank you kyuu for being there when i need you , stephie as well xD and alot more others
yea , then seeing the couples yesterday really remind me of the happy times that i shared with him , but all i can do is just cherish and move on , even though i wish someone to be with me but haha ...
But thinking in a positive way , If we both forgive one another and continue, he would be here with me and all ... Sweet thinking , even if i think , pray, wish , he won't be here anymore ...
Man why i make it sound he died lol ... but nah he is not dead ... but i really hope he would like meet me or call me to tell me i really really want to know why .
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that's all now folks !! =3
~ Nat Nat~
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